January 14, 2017 at 11:41AM

all was okay.. but suddenly goto shondhay shob bigraya gelo shondhai suddenly brain jam feel korlam kisui thik moto decision nite partesilam na tarpor ulta palta panic ami vabsilam ar oi feelings basis e decision newa lagbe na ekhon parbo but ki j hoilo kisui bujhlam na evan re mittha kotha bola laglo.. tarpor prochondo vito hoye porlam ei vito moment gula te kj kora jai?? jotobar e chinta kori, na ei bar shikhe gechi tarpor e hotath shob elomelo hoia jai ammure daklam, na paira share korlam kintu emon koira khhb ekta luv hoi na l, emon amj khub ekta chai na, ulta ager tentuon er diner kotha mone poira jai.. tarmoddhe ghorer moddhe ghure ekta kuttar baccha.. eita amare jalanor jonno ek paye khara.. tobe ar jai e hok, shokal theke ghum ta valo disi karon kombol ta gorom kore nite parsilam abbu ekta katha die disilo gaer upor ar shuorer baccha ektu por por sound kortasilo aisha I had nothing to do but tolerate.. pore airphone lagya onek khon ghumaite parlam.. vallagse.... but what actually happened to me?? is it somewhat related with thanda??? ami eita bekkha korte partesi na l, but amar eto kharap obosthao howar kotha na.. thanda ta ki amar cope kora ba think kora ba decision neyar ability komay ditese???? apatoto noroker dike agaite chai na nijere dhore rakhte chai.. shetar jonno ki kora jai kisui bujhi na.. only Allah can save me ager motoi ekhon ghum theika uthi voy nia, tention nia, buk dhorfor nia majhei majhei bokamj koira feltesi majhei majhei ppl are laughing at me which is hurting me.... tobe gotokal exercise korte pari nai, it was also the reason for my hell of the bad day all I can say is, Allah helps me...... 😒😒 #saThts