January 09, 2017 at 10:11AM

amar amma 100 ek ta tention nia chole chakrite jawar iccha na thakleo daily jai tar satge varsity o face kore plus shongsharer jhamela to asei but amar ki hoilo?? hotath ki hoilo??? amar to abar eto frustrated obosthai pouchanor kotha na?? what happened to me???? kobe theika emon?? heidin theika may he varsity te taka ta disi oidin theikai karon ekhon taka dia disi, ekhon chaoleo ar way back nai ekhon jodi protidin severe jontronao hoi, tao cls koira jaite hobe kotha clo tention hoilei solve koira nibo but sove korte partesi na solution chinta korte gelei matha jam hoia ashe age onek solution chinta korte partam ekhon 2/3 tar beshi pari naa tahole ki amar decision making e somossa hoitese?? ekhon jodi bola hoi varsity te jaite hobe na to kemon lagbe?? I think I will be relieved "ah na, varsity te jaya kono bagher samne porte hoitese na amare " so what I am afraid of?? frustration itself diner por din amake frustration er moddho dia jaite hobe, jodio ami eita chai na what if I fail like karate classes?? cause karate cls amj continue korte pari nai iccha thaka sotteo, due to some regulat insolved problems abar karate cls re eto gurutto o ditam na obosso kosto clo prochondo eto kosto asha kori nai jai hok, ami elomelo feel kortesi kivabe ei unnecessary tention ami shamal dibo???? jodi na pari to ei somoyta kemne pass korbo?? #saThts