January 01, 2017 at 10:20PM

mon ta marattok upset konovabei thik korte partasi na ki hoilo kisui jani na hut koira keno emon?? actually ami voy paitasi abar oi varsity life e fiera jaite chinta kortei oshustho hoia jaitasi this is causing stress kosto mosto koira really ki pabo ami?? and what if I fail again?? another set of bad moments, isnt it?? abar oshustho hoia porbo na to?? emon kotha, karo sathe share o korar shahosh paitesi na shotti ami totally elomelo hoia gesi this tention is fucking me in every case I am really in tention amj parbo to?? and what if I fail?? I feel alone ekta certificate er jonno eto sacrifice, oi certificate er value kotokhani??? I need a place where I dont feel alone every leaves there is no guarantee of anyone and I hv also trouble, connecting with those who are available but anyway, I am so fucked up and this environment here, this feels like against me I feel locked and cant think may be it is a try again and if I fail, at least I can tell myself, I have tried I havent give it up I need a place where I can live in peace feel free nothing is really working to calm down myself what would I do?? I cant even think but I have survived worst situations than this I wish this time Allah bless me with better results #saThts #may_Allah_help_me