January 01, 2017 at 02:40PM

ki j koram kichu bujhi na edaning amar situation management marattok down korse I think kemon jani sob kisu te react kori nijer decision re respect kori na ba korte pari na ei jemon evan polada phone dia jalaya martase, asho asho cycle chalai amar really bindu matro iccha nai jaya adda marte oshubidha nai but cycle chalano, keno jani iccha kore na loneliness tar karone emon hoite pare 3-4 ta friend loya aichir pare daily adda ta miss kori ba ek dui din porei na hoi adda ditam but it used to give me confidence majhe majhe moja hoito valoi, mon tao halka hoito suddenly, 3ta key friend down howate ami really prochondo upset feel kori share korar manush jeno khub kom 2ta gandu, ovi and hridoy- idaning jei sob attitude shuru korsilo, self respect rakhte gele emon attitude kortei hoito but what has hurt me that, mehedi's leaving ... eita prochondo hurt korse, really .... ekhon ratre pray e kharap lage valoi sob kisui kemon jeno upset feel kori I dont want to break for that sob somoy chinta korsi, emon shomoy ashle solution ber kore nimu actually solution to bair kori thik e, but tarporeo jeno mon valo hoi na sobsomoy e upset thaki, notun ba jara available ase, eder sathe khub ekta jeno jome na .... ba iccha kore na movie dekhtam age, idaning jeno movie deikhao moja pai na may be the way of managing everything--- that's where some trouble is occuring ar indecision, prochur indecision is happenning, which is troubling a lot shiddhanto nite idaning khub kosto hoi, frustration e vugtesi onek din pore likhar chinta korlam asolei khub lonely lage idaning .... #saThts #vantilation