December 30, 2016 at 03:08PM

suddenly I am losing my thoughts I cant think little long without tea/coffee, its seems impossible #saThtsP

December 23, 2016 at 02:28PM

feeling inconfident something is grasping my confidence some sort of doubt I guess #saThts

December 05, 2016 at 05:21PM

একটা দিনে অনেক কিছু করা যায় কিন্তু অনেক কিছু করার সময়টা তো থাকতে হবে?? তাই সময়টা পাওয়ার জন্য সকাল সকাল উঠতে হবে... #saThtsP

December 03, 2016 at 07:54PM

never take 'panga' with a strong heart and a voice which doesnt hesitate to tell what matters #saThtsP

November 29, 2016 at 11:51AM

ei ghore ami shanti paitesi na jotoi chesta kori jani na keno, eto oshtir lage !! mone hoi choto choto kotogula ghor mal-potro dia vorti jeidik takai, oidik dekhtei birokto lage baire jamu, baire jaya karo sathe time katamu, mone hoi jeno temon kau nai irritating lok jon dia vorti :/ :/ amar valo lage na ektu boro sundor ghor, happy environment hoile valo hoito but dhaka shohore emon pabo koi?? ei rokom thakte thakte amar vitorer shokti nisshesh hoia ashe ekta somoy purai depressed hoia jai oitai tokohon obvash hoia jai emon jaiga, jeiga nora chorao difficult abbu ammu basha change korte chai na karon financial taile somadhan ki?? eivabe continious fight kora ta difficult 😒😒😞 #saThts

November 28, 2016 at 03:32PM

ei shat din kono headache silo na chandpur e ekhon basai ashsi, abar shuru hoise headache thinking eo trouble hoitese karon ki?? :/ #saThts

November 25, 2016 at 06:15PM

what if I dont live life as I am guest here?? what if I live life as I am a traveller? because literally, I am like that #saThtsP

November 14, 2016 at 03:04PM

future er thinking amare kure kure khaitese r koto?? actually ami ki chai?? ami ki sara jibon eivabe sue bose katate chai?? eivabe?? bap ma amake aina dibe r ami khabo?? jodi daily basis e dekhi taile ki dekhi??? amar bap ma daily jaitese kaj e eder iccha thakuk ba na thakuk jaitei hobe, like as we eat or pee must do ek e rokom to tader daily routine!! ami khub afraid l, ek dike kono decision nite partesi na onno dike r bose thaka jabe na kintu ami moner tentiion nia kuira kuira mortesi eita vitor theke amake kheye feltese je ami kisu kortesi na. actually amar ki kora dorkar? ki korle tokhon ha, ami bolte parbo je, ha, ami to kortesi kototuku kora dorkar?? ja abbu ammu kortese tai??? ba erokom kisui ki?? jodi tader moto ekta kaj kori, taka earn kori, ghor songshar kori, eirokom?? naki porashuna kormu, then ekta kaj e dhukmu tarpor tk earn kormu?? ki kormu actually?? beparta kemon actually?? first, ami to ekhoni kaj e dhuke jete pari, koto manush ase kono pora shuna kore nai, kintu choltase somossa hoilo ektai, sobaire bolte hoi, ami pora suna kori nai, ba kom korsi somman kome r kisu korle sobaire uttorta satisfiedly dewa jai eito basically beparta? r income er beparta?? amar to eto ahamori chap nai je ghorer dayitto nite hobe?? tai ki beparta?? abbu ammu hoito bole na, kintu tara jodi kono bipode pore tokhon jodi support dite na pari, othoba bojha hoia darai, tokho ki hobe?? actually baicha thakar jonno, ekta family daranor jonno ki lage?? ghor? khawa? pora? chikitsha? ar?? educTion er implement ki ami kono clear dharona hoito jani na, ei desher perspective e seita sudhui somman somman ki jinish? manusher valo bebohar, gurutto, tai to? somman na thakle ki? manusher bobohar, gurutto o kharap hoi kromagoto kharap bebohar paite paite nierei kharap mone hoi oshanti bara ornir bap ba ontorar bap mar moto bostir manusher moto ekta bostir.manush amader chokhe ki? tumi kore daka, chor, nichu.mentality, oshikkhit, jhograitta, ganjakhor, khacchor.. taka poisao kom taka poisa kom hoile ki hoi? khawa, pora, thaka, treatment, bebohar sob kisutei kom tar mane somman hani pura jibonta tei affect kore jafor sir amar kase ki?? ki koren nai?? ekdike pora suna, onnodike prem kore bie kora, sundor kore kotha bola, bangladeshi hishabe bideshe boro jaigai kaj korar oviggota nie asha tar orjon er jonno tar sathe valo bebohar korte hoi ami take somman korbo keno? karob tar orjon se ja jane ta theke kisu shikha jabe tar theke kisu pawa jabe tar mane manush takei somman kore jar theke kisu pawa jai er moddhe sob theke sohoj holo valo bebohar seta tk poisao hoite pare service o hoite pare, anything to karo theke least valo bebohar o jodi na pawa jai, tahole manush tare somman kore na so thats the fact so ami taile ei muhurte ki korbo?? ek kothai jodi boli, abbu ammu kortese ki?? taka poisa kamaitese, r seta proyojone use kortese so ek kothai bolle amareo tai sei rokom kisu ekta korte hobe proshno holo porashuna kore sheta korbo, naki sorasori sheta shuru korbo? naki porashuna takei kaje lagaia sheta korbo?? tar age to think korte hobe sob somoy pechaya felle agano ta khub tough #saThts #ventilation

November 07, 2016 at 07:41PM

life is like a maze you do one thing at one time but you choose what you do #saThtsP

November 07, 2016 at 07:38PM

আমি সবিকিছুতে একসাথে মনযোগ দিতে পারব না, স্পেশিয়ালি যখন আমি সো মেসড আপ যদি ওয়ান সিঙ্গেল এক্টিভিটিজে মনোযোগ দিতে বলি তো সেইটা কি হবে?? সকালে ঘুম থেইকা উঠা?? #saThts

November 07, 2016 at 07:36PM

সকালে ঘুম থেইকা উঠলে নাকি সারাটা দিন খুব কাজে লাগানো যায় মানে দিনটা ইউজফুল মনে হয় নিজেরে ইউজফুল মনে হয় সমস্যাটা হইল, আমি এই আইডিয়াটা কাজে লাগাইতে পারতেছি না এনাফ ইজ এনাফ আর কতদিন এমনে চলবে?? 😖😖 #saThtsP

November 06, 2016 at 05:40PM

hoitese na kisui hoitese naaaaaaa sob elomelo asole ami ki korte chai, ami jani na weather tao kemon jani, ondhokar, fucking monmora I had a target, that I would keep my brain and mind good, all the time what the fuck I am doing right now???? I dont know what I am doing I dont what I should do everything is si messed up that I cant even decide everyone is like watching me, waiting for me to do something I dont want to end up like chacchu or safiullah vaia but what I am doing, what is the explanation of that??? what should I do? where is peace??? where??? I am just feeling like a mad, nothing else in this work time, I decided not to do anything now I see, there is no use of sitting like thia shit and doing nothing no.point man, no point and this weather, this winter, I hate because it feels so depressing fuck yaa and other thing is, I feel like I can't solve any problem there is no pleasure I find in myself I got.some boost when tani was back, and after that, when I realized, it was just a fake thing, I just shattered again I need to be full on motivation, as like tani, I just got a point, like now I may be, should do something for someone means, there is a reason to do something for someone and the wounds I would get in that path, she will heal that, it was just like that I thought but it wasnt, as I realised now, I need reasons to move but if there is no or little reasons,.wouldnt I move?? may be I should try may be trying to move or moving forward may work as motivation to do further God knows where I am headed to 😒😒😒😒 #saThts

November 05, 2016 at 03:12PM

when questioning your mind give him some to answer #saThtsP

November 03, 2016 at 07:47PM

saradin e actually think koira ami kulaitesi na actually problem thinking er sathe na problem thinking er karone created stress nia ektu think kori, tarpor jei headache toiri hoi l, setar karobe rest nia poira thakte hoi evabe hoi na, eto slow thinking e kichu achieve hoi na onnodike emon lagtese, sara jiboneo amar thinking sesh hobe na kintu amar ei life theika berono khub dorkar ekta stable life e dhuka khub dorkar kivabe ki korbo kisu vaiba kulaya uthte partesi na #saThts

November 03, 2016 at 03:04PM

free-think by conversating #saThtsP

November 02, 2016 at 03:59PM

you should always hv a point infront of u otherwise you would go anyway #saThtsP

November 01, 2016 at 07:33PM

shiddhanto nite partasi na matha chole na image thinking koira ekta decision o nite pari na oi dike matha bethai sesh keno ei obostha? shotti helpless situation phone dhori na ager moto dan kan dia mone hoi gorom bair hoitase, joltase fucked up situation really #saThts

October 29, 2016 at 12:40PM

free-thinking #saThtsP

October 28, 2016 at 01:30PM

ami still maina nite partasi na kemne amare ekta rickshawala tui boila dake?? eita kokhonoi hoi nai oi bujhe nai, ar or vaggo valo je oi amar ei area te pore nai naile ore maf chawaia charta shuorer baccha but amaro to vul ase naki?? ami ki driver er besh e drivery korte gelam?? ashole life is an exchange ami eisob koster binimoye abbu ammu re jei service ta dilam seita important ami nijer kichu somman dilam, ar tate abbu ammu ekta din comfort e jawa asa.korte parlo ei drivary korte kawar age kau jodi amare koito, tomar somman ekta rickshawalar kase kata jabe, ar tate tomar abba amma ektu shantite asa jawa korte parbe, taile ki ta tumi accept korba?? I think so.... ar dressup?? ami prostuti newar time kototukui ba paisi lets rethink my position ami ekjon respectable banker er chele, ei muhurte ekjon student, somajer middle class poribarer ekjon sodosso ar oi rickshawalar baccha ekta rickshawala, hoito sarajibon danguli maira, ganja khawa poribesh theika aisha, ekhon kono rokom income koira pet chalanor, baicha thakai, shikor garar chestai ase sotti kotha oitai, or vaggo valo ore dhora jai nai kotha hoilo amar besh vusha nia, ami ki ektu better dressup nia jaite partam na?? asole sobsomoy to valo dressup thakbo na ami ekhon motivational dik dia upset, tokhon dressup thik rakha difficult, tar upor ghore taka poisaro tan porse valoi jai hok, amar bap ki officer hoia helper er kase insulted hoi nai?? kotha hoilo, durvaggo krome sobar e ei obostha hoi ar amio kintu chaira kotha boli nai, ami kothar reply diai ashsi ashole eikhane shotti kotha hoilo, kau jodi gae poira jhogra korte ashe, situation er advantage nia, tokhon beparta face kora amar jonno difficult e ar idaning amar thinking er obostha marattok low, thinking er jonno energy pai na, khub slow 😒😒 oitar e effect, karon think korte gele, fb te likhte gele, chokh bondho koira think korte geleo matha dhoira ashe ekdike frustration e gumrai, onnodike matha jeno chiera ashe mane ek e sathe matha mind eksathe hit kora shuru kore ar poristhitir bichare je shiddhanto newa, tao korte voi lage karon oi, matha betha ba tar voy ar frustration hoilo, keno emon hoitese tar karon ami sure na ar dat thik.korar por, cha khaya thinking temon agaite partasi na tai shojjo koratai jeno vaggo hoia daraise 😒😒 #saThts #saThtsP

October 28, 2016 at 01:30PM

ami still maina nite partasi na kemne amare ekta rickshawala tui boila dake?? eita kokhonoi hoi nai oi bujhe nai, ar or vaggo valo je oi amar ei area te pore nai naile ore maf chawaia charta shuorer baccha but amaro to vul ase naki?? ami ki driver er besh e drivery korte gelam?? ashole life is an exchange ami eisob koster binimoye abbu ammu re jei service ta dilam seita important ami nijer kichu somman dilam, ar tate abbu ammu ekta din comfort e jawa asa.korte parlo ei drivary korte kawar age kau jodi amare koito, tomar somman ekta rickshawalar kase kata jabe, ar tate tomar abba amma ektu shantite asa jawa korte parbe, taile ki ta tumi accept korba?? I think so.... ar dressup?? ami prostuti newar time kototukui ba paisi lets rethink my position ami ekjon respectable banker er chele, ei muhurte ekjon student, somajer middle class poribarer ekjon sodosso ar oi rickshawalar baccha ekta rickshawala, hoito sarajibon danguli maira, ganja khawa poribesh theika aisha, ekhon kono rokom income koira pet chalanor, baicha thakai, shikor garar chestai ase sotti kotha oitai, or vaggo valo ore dhora jai nai kotha hoilo amar besh vusha nia, ami ki ektu better dressup nia jaite partam na?? asole sobsomoy to valo dressup thakbo na ami ekhon motivational dik dia upset, tokhon dressup thik rakha difficult, tar upor ghore taka poisaro tan porse valoi jai hok, amar bap ki officer hoia helper er kase insulted hoi nai?? kotha hoilo, durvaggo krome sobar e ei obostha hoi ar amio kintu chaira kotha boli nai, ami kothar reply diai ashsi ashole eikhane shotti kotha hoilo, kau jodi gae poira jhogra korte ashe, situation er advantage nia, tokhon beparta face kora amar jonno difficult e ar idaning amar thinking er obostha marattok low, thinking er jonno energy pai na, khub slow 😒😒 oitar e effect, karon think korte gele, fb te likhte gele, chokh bondho koira think korte geleo matha dhoira ashe ekdike frustration e gumrai, onnodike matha jeno chiera ashe mane ek e sathe matha mind eksathe hit kora shuru kore ar poristhitir bichare je shiddhanto newa, tao korte voi lage karon oi, matha betha ba tar voy ar frustration hoilo, keno emon hoitese tar karon ami sure na ar dat thik.korar por, cha khaya thinking temon agaite partasi na tai shojjo koratai jeno vaggo hoia daraise 😒😒 #saThts #saThtsP

October 27, 2016 at 10:49PM

কন্ঠের গাঢ়ত্ত্ব না থাকলে কেউই কথা শুইনা পাত্তা দেয় না আবার কন্ঠ অতিমাত্রায় কর্কশ হইলে সবাই কথা শুইনা বিরক্ত হয় it looks like you are threatening him আজকে এক রিকশা আলা আমারে দেইখা তুই কইরা বলল আমি চিন্তা করি এত সাহস পাইল কেমনে?? সাথে সাথে রিকশা আলার সাথের ব্যটাও তুই তুকারি করা শুরু করছে অরা কি আমারে ড্রাইভার মনে করছে যা-ই হোক, আমারে ও ড্রাইভার হিসাবে চিন্তা করতে পারে না হয়ত ড্রাইভারের মতই দেখা গেছে ভিতরের মানুষের তুলনায় খুব ফ্রাস্ট্রেটিং লাগতাছে ব্যপারটা আর খুব খারাপ লাগছে তারো চেয়ে বড় ব্যপার ভিতরে এনার্জি নাই, সিদ্ধান্ত নেওয়ার, প্রতিবাদ করার কি এমন হইল যে আমি এত দূর্বল হয়া পড়ছি?? ভিতরে এই কষ্ট সহ্য করাও ডিফিকাল্ট কথা যাই হোক, অয় বুঝে নাই সিওর যে, আমি ড্রাইভার না, বাট ব্যড লাক, হয়া গেছে ব্যপারটা আর ব্যড লাকের উপর কার হাত আছে?? ব্যড লাক থেইকা শুধু শিক্ষাই নেওয়া যায় পরবর্তি সময়ের জন্য আমি কি পারতাম না, ওই সময় গাড়িটা থামায়া ওরে ধরতে?? আগে হইলে আমি করতাম, যখন ভাবতাম, tani is back এখন আমি এতটাই হোপলেস যে, আমি সহ্য কইরা চইলা আসছি এখন দাত কামড়াইতেছি আমার শক্তি লাগবে মানসিক শক্তি যতদিন বাইচা আছি ততদিন কারন শক্তি না থাকলে এই দুনিয়া শান্তিতে বাচতে দিবে না বাচবো হয়তো, কিন্তু শান্তি তো পাব না যাই হোক, ব্যড লাক, কন্ঠটাও বসা ছিল, কথা বলতে পারলে কেউ আমার বালও ছিড়তে পারব না কারন যুক্তি দিয়া কথা বলতে আমি প্রস্তুত আর যুক্তি না থাকলে, কথা মুখ দিয়া এমনিতেই বাইর হওয়া বন্ধ কইরা দেয় আর বাঙ্গালি, চলে অনলি ফাপরে, কে কত ফাপড় দিতে পারে, তাই ফাপড় দেওয়া প্র‍্যাকটিস, প্রস্তুতি রাখতে হইব bullshit bangalis 😡😡 #saThts

October 27, 2016 at 06:47PM

energyless lagtase frustration lagtase asi ammur office e cheharar surut khub ekta shubidhar lagrase na brain er obosthao keb jani vallagtase na shokti pai na diet control ki ekta karon?? manusher sambe daranir shokti paitasi na keno?? ammur obistha deikha kosto lage ami eder chakri bakri ekdin deikhai kanna pai ami eikhane thakle mone hoi sathe sathei koitam, ami ei chakri korum na othocho amar maa diner por din, bochorer por bochor kosto koira jaitase amarei ekdin korte hobe, kemne parum sojjo korte?? jai hok, ami kisu korte partesi na, eitai amare energyless koira ditese amar nijer je kono kisu hok, kisu ekta kora lagbe nijer mindset hoito bodol kora lagte pare but kaj kortei hobe naile ei frustration, ei oshanti jaibo na 😒😒 #saThts

October 26, 2016 at 10:57PM

ami energy paitesi na vitore elta durbolota kaj kortese manusher sathe kotha bolar somoy energy paitesi na keno? vitore ekta voy, jeita notice hoe jacche, manusher samne amare fluent hoite ditese na, ki jonno ei voy? vitore jeno kono bol e paitesi na mone hoi kaj kormo na korar jonno ei energylessness saradin jodi effective kisu na e kori, to rat e, jara quality kaj e busy thake eder samne darabo kemne?? sotti ki emon kisu, naki onno kono karon ase? naki just psychological bepar?? kemon jeno mon vainga gese, sob kisu korar iccha nosto hoe gese keno emon lagtese?? naki tani?? naki ei ovi dk sadnan der ulta palta ego nia upset?? naki kuakatai tuhin er sathe clash?? jani na ki jeita eivabe vitor theika martese sudhu somossa ektai, iccha kore na iccha kore na kisu korte.... ekta kotha to thik, varsity ta sesh hoilo.na, ekhon.kemne sesh korbo? kemne manusher samne mukh dekhabo?? tachara temon kono step o o nite partesi na, joto din jacche toto jeno jhimaya jaitesi ei basatai jeno amar motivation, amar shokti shob kheye nei #saThts #ventilation

October 25, 2016 at 10:26PM

sometimes I start to offend, even insult ppl they attack me, or I start to troll them, and then they do something in repeat, and I cant tolerate that I think like, how dare they talk to me like that and if I cant reply them well, or make them silent, I feel like I am lacking in conversation skill, I am weak I, honestly think, this is very unfair deeds towards my friends and families these trolls, may be at first, looks funny to others, but creates complexities in friendship, and even clash of course, when pots are kept together, they will sometimes fall in clash, but as a human, if I think, i am better than others, most of the case it creates problem obviously in some case, out of frustration, or for protection of myself, I do it without control but when I am in control, I think, may be I should avoid clashes because clashes make unfriendship, disconnection, and this disconnection affects the whole group, the whole group gets broken connection is above all the facts, the little losing is may be better than losing the connection for all time as I did it with dk tonight, this guy tolerates me a lot, but his one single reply makes me furious that, my replies could take me anywhere, and that could take the group too in total, it creates depression why would I allow, even myself, to create depression?? ovi took some heat, mehedi took some heat, there can be some sort of issue beyond my understanding too we are all equal, we should be peace can only come from that #saThts

October 24, 2016 at 09:54PM

no matter what voice practice er somoy, vocal er jeno practice hoi, seitai sobcheye beshi important eita hoile sob thik, eita na hoile kisui thik nai ... -_- -_- #saThtsP