October 25, 2016 at 10:26PM

sometimes I start to offend, even insult ppl they attack me, or I start to troll them, and then they do something in repeat, and I cant tolerate that I think like, how dare they talk to me like that and if I cant reply them well, or make them silent, I feel like I am lacking in conversation skill, I am weak I, honestly think, this is very unfair deeds towards my friends and families these trolls, may be at first, looks funny to others, but creates complexities in friendship, and even clash of course, when pots are kept together, they will sometimes fall in clash, but as a human, if I think, i am better than others, most of the case it creates problem obviously in some case, out of frustration, or for protection of myself, I do it without control but when I am in control, I think, may be I should avoid clashes because clashes make unfriendship, disconnection, and this disconnection affects the whole group, the whole group gets broken connection is above all the facts, the little losing is may be better than losing the connection for all time as I did it with dk tonight, this guy tolerates me a lot, but his one single reply makes me furious that, my replies could take me anywhere, and that could take the group too in total, it creates depression why would I allow, even myself, to create depression?? ovi took some heat, mehedi took some heat, there can be some sort of issue beyond my understanding too we are all equal, we should be peace can only come from that #saThts