November 29, 2016 at 11:51AM

ei ghore ami shanti paitesi na jotoi chesta kori jani na keno, eto oshtir lage !! mone hoi choto choto kotogula ghor mal-potro dia vorti jeidik takai, oidik dekhtei birokto lage baire jamu, baire jaya karo sathe time katamu, mone hoi jeno temon kau nai irritating lok jon dia vorti :/ :/ amar valo lage na ektu boro sundor ghor, happy environment hoile valo hoito but dhaka shohore emon pabo koi?? ei rokom thakte thakte amar vitorer shokti nisshesh hoia ashe ekta somoy purai depressed hoia jai oitai tokohon obvash hoia jai emon jaiga, jeiga nora chorao difficult abbu ammu basha change korte chai na karon financial taile somadhan ki?? eivabe continious fight kora ta difficult 😒😒😞 #saThts

November 28, 2016 at 03:32PM

ei shat din kono headache silo na chandpur e ekhon basai ashsi, abar shuru hoise headache thinking eo trouble hoitese karon ki?? :/ #saThts

November 25, 2016 at 06:15PM

what if I dont live life as I am guest here?? what if I live life as I am a traveller? because literally, I am like that #saThtsP

November 14, 2016 at 03:04PM

future er thinking amare kure kure khaitese r koto?? actually ami ki chai?? ami ki sara jibon eivabe sue bose katate chai?? eivabe?? bap ma amake aina dibe r ami khabo?? jodi daily basis e dekhi taile ki dekhi??? amar bap ma daily jaitese kaj e eder iccha thakuk ba na thakuk jaitei hobe, like as we eat or pee must do ek e rokom to tader daily routine!! ami khub afraid l, ek dike kono decision nite partesi na onno dike r bose thaka jabe na kintu ami moner tentiion nia kuira kuira mortesi eita vitor theke amake kheye feltese je ami kisu kortesi na. actually amar ki kora dorkar? ki korle tokhon ha, ami bolte parbo je, ha, ami to kortesi kototuku kora dorkar?? ja abbu ammu kortese tai??? ba erokom kisui ki?? jodi tader moto ekta kaj kori, taka earn kori, ghor songshar kori, eirokom?? naki porashuna kormu, then ekta kaj e dhukmu tarpor tk earn kormu?? ki kormu actually?? beparta kemon actually?? first, ami to ekhoni kaj e dhuke jete pari, koto manush ase kono pora shuna kore nai, kintu choltase somossa hoilo ektai, sobaire bolte hoi, ami pora suna kori nai, ba kom korsi somman kome r kisu korle sobaire uttorta satisfiedly dewa jai eito basically beparta? r income er beparta?? amar to eto ahamori chap nai je ghorer dayitto nite hobe?? tai ki beparta?? abbu ammu hoito bole na, kintu tara jodi kono bipode pore tokhon jodi support dite na pari, othoba bojha hoia darai, tokho ki hobe?? actually baicha thakar jonno, ekta family daranor jonno ki lage?? ghor? khawa? pora? chikitsha? ar?? educTion er implement ki ami kono clear dharona hoito jani na, ei desher perspective e seita sudhui somman somman ki jinish? manusher valo bebohar, gurutto, tai to? somman na thakle ki? manusher bobohar, gurutto o kharap hoi kromagoto kharap bebohar paite paite nierei kharap mone hoi oshanti bara ornir bap ba ontorar bap mar moto bostir manusher moto ekta bostir.manush amader chokhe ki? tumi kore daka, chor, nichu.mentality, oshikkhit, jhograitta, ganjakhor, khacchor.. taka poisao kom taka poisa kom hoile ki hoi? khawa, pora, thaka, treatment, bebohar sob kisutei kom tar mane somman hani pura jibonta tei affect kore jafor sir amar kase ki?? ki koren nai?? ekdike pora suna, onnodike prem kore bie kora, sundor kore kotha bola, bangladeshi hishabe bideshe boro jaigai kaj korar oviggota nie asha tar orjon er jonno tar sathe valo bebohar korte hoi ami take somman korbo keno? karob tar orjon se ja jane ta theke kisu shikha jabe tar theke kisu pawa jabe tar mane manush takei somman kore jar theke kisu pawa jai er moddhe sob theke sohoj holo valo bebohar seta tk poisao hoite pare service o hoite pare, anything to karo theke least valo bebohar o jodi na pawa jai, tahole manush tare somman kore na so thats the fact so ami taile ei muhurte ki korbo?? ek kothai jodi boli, abbu ammu kortese ki?? taka poisa kamaitese, r seta proyojone use kortese so ek kothai bolle amareo tai sei rokom kisu ekta korte hobe proshno holo porashuna kore sheta korbo, naki sorasori sheta shuru korbo? naki porashuna takei kaje lagaia sheta korbo?? tar age to think korte hobe sob somoy pechaya felle agano ta khub tough #saThts #ventilation

November 07, 2016 at 07:41PM

life is like a maze you do one thing at one time but you choose what you do #saThtsP

November 07, 2016 at 07:38PM

আমি সবিকিছুতে একসাথে মনযোগ দিতে পারব না, স্পেশিয়ালি যখন আমি সো মেসড আপ যদি ওয়ান সিঙ্গেল এক্টিভিটিজে মনোযোগ দিতে বলি তো সেইটা কি হবে?? সকালে ঘুম থেইকা উঠা?? #saThts

November 07, 2016 at 07:36PM

সকালে ঘুম থেইকা উঠলে নাকি সারাটা দিন খুব কাজে লাগানো যায় মানে দিনটা ইউজফুল মনে হয় নিজেরে ইউজফুল মনে হয় সমস্যাটা হইল, আমি এই আইডিয়াটা কাজে লাগাইতে পারতেছি না এনাফ ইজ এনাফ আর কতদিন এমনে চলবে?? 😖😖 #saThtsP

November 06, 2016 at 05:40PM

hoitese na kisui hoitese naaaaaaa sob elomelo asole ami ki korte chai, ami jani na weather tao kemon jani, ondhokar, fucking monmora I had a target, that I would keep my brain and mind good, all the time what the fuck I am doing right now???? I dont know what I am doing I dont what I should do everything is si messed up that I cant even decide everyone is like watching me, waiting for me to do something I dont want to end up like chacchu or safiullah vaia but what I am doing, what is the explanation of that??? what should I do? where is peace??? where??? I am just feeling like a mad, nothing else in this work time, I decided not to do anything now I see, there is no use of sitting like thia shit and doing nothing no.point man, no point and this weather, this winter, I hate because it feels so depressing fuck yaa and other thing is, I feel like I can't solve any problem there is no pleasure I find in myself I got.some boost when tani was back, and after that, when I realized, it was just a fake thing, I just shattered again I need to be full on motivation, as like tani, I just got a point, like now I may be, should do something for someone means, there is a reason to do something for someone and the wounds I would get in that path, she will heal that, it was just like that I thought but it wasnt, as I realised now, I need reasons to move but if there is no or little reasons,.wouldnt I move?? may be I should try may be trying to move or moving forward may work as motivation to do further God knows where I am headed to 😒😒😒😒 #saThts

November 05, 2016 at 03:12PM

when questioning your mind give him some to answer #saThtsP

November 03, 2016 at 07:47PM

saradin e actually think koira ami kulaitesi na actually problem thinking er sathe na problem thinking er karone created stress nia ektu think kori, tarpor jei headache toiri hoi l, setar karobe rest nia poira thakte hoi evabe hoi na, eto slow thinking e kichu achieve hoi na onnodike emon lagtese, sara jiboneo amar thinking sesh hobe na kintu amar ei life theika berono khub dorkar ekta stable life e dhuka khub dorkar kivabe ki korbo kisu vaiba kulaya uthte partesi na #saThts

November 03, 2016 at 03:04PM

free-think by conversating #saThtsP

November 02, 2016 at 03:59PM

you should always hv a point infront of u otherwise you would go anyway #saThtsP

November 01, 2016 at 07:33PM

shiddhanto nite partasi na matha chole na image thinking koira ekta decision o nite pari na oi dike matha bethai sesh keno ei obostha? shotti helpless situation phone dhori na ager moto dan kan dia mone hoi gorom bair hoitase, joltase fucked up situation really #saThts