Sunday, January 1, 2017

January 02, 2017 at 11:52AM

think by #conversating otherwise, you may lose your mind #saThtsP

January 01, 2017 at 10:20PM

mon ta marattok upset konovabei thik korte partasi na ki hoilo kisui jani na hut koira keno emon?? actually ami voy paitasi abar oi varsity life e fiera jaite chinta kortei oshustho hoia jaitasi this is causing stress kosto mosto koira really ki pabo ami?? and what if I fail again?? another set of bad moments, isnt it?? abar oshustho hoia porbo na to?? emon kotha, karo sathe share o korar shahosh paitesi na shotti ami totally elomelo hoia gesi this tention is fucking me in every case I am really in tention amj parbo to?? and what if I fail?? I feel alone ekta certificate er jonno eto sacrifice, oi certificate er value kotokhani??? I need a place where I dont feel alone every leaves there is no guarantee of anyone and I hv also trouble, connecting with those who are available but anyway, I am so fucked up and this environment here, this feels like against me I feel locked and cant think may be it is a try again and if I fail, at least I can tell myself, I have tried I havent give it up I need a place where I can live in peace feel free nothing is really working to calm down myself what would I do?? I cant even think but I have survived worst situations than this I wish this time Allah bless me with better results #saThts #may_Allah_help_me

January 01, 2017 at 02:40PM

ki j koram kichu bujhi na edaning amar situation management marattok down korse I think kemon jani sob kisu te react kori nijer decision re respect kori na ba korte pari na ei jemon evan polada phone dia jalaya martase, asho asho cycle chalai amar really bindu matro iccha nai jaya adda marte oshubidha nai but cycle chalano, keno jani iccha kore na loneliness tar karone emon hoite pare 3-4 ta friend loya aichir pare daily adda ta miss kori ba ek dui din porei na hoi adda ditam but it used to give me confidence majhe majhe moja hoito valoi, mon tao halka hoito suddenly, 3ta key friend down howate ami really prochondo upset feel kori share korar manush jeno khub kom 2ta gandu, ovi and hridoy- idaning jei sob attitude shuru korsilo, self respect rakhte gele emon attitude kortei hoito but what has hurt me that, mehedi's leaving ... eita prochondo hurt korse, really .... ekhon ratre pray e kharap lage valoi sob kisui kemon jeno upset feel kori I dont want to break for that sob somoy chinta korsi, emon shomoy ashle solution ber kore nimu actually solution to bair kori thik e, but tarporeo jeno mon valo hoi na sobsomoy e upset thaki, notun ba jara available ase, eder sathe khub ekta jeno jome na .... ba iccha kore na movie dekhtam age, idaning jeno movie deikhao moja pai na may be the way of managing everything--- that's where some trouble is occuring ar indecision, prochur indecision is happenning, which is troubling a lot shiddhanto nite idaning khub kosto hoi, frustration e vugtesi onek din pore likhar chinta korlam asolei khub lonely lage idaning .... #saThts #vantilation

Friday, December 30, 2016

December 30, 2016 at 03:08PM

suddenly I am losing my thoughts I cant think little long without tea/coffee, its seems impossible #saThtsP

Friday, December 23, 2016

December 23, 2016 at 02:28PM

feeling inconfident something is grasping my confidence some sort of doubt I guess #saThts

Monday, December 5, 2016

December 05, 2016 at 05:21PM

একটা দিনে অনেক কিছু করা যায় কিন্তু অনেক কিছু করার সময়টা তো থাকতে হবে?? তাই সময়টা পাওয়ার জন্য সকাল সকাল উঠতে হবে... #saThtsP

Saturday, December 3, 2016

December 03, 2016 at 07:54PM

never take 'panga' with a strong heart and a voice which doesnt hesitate to tell what matters #saThtsP