February 24, 2017 at 02:47PM

again started serolux what else I can do??? what else way is left for me??? when nothing else works?? every system that used to work for me got messed up when I left med now I am thinking suicidal when every single person in the house is suffering !! what else I can do to lessen my near one's suffering??? how can I save my family?? or if I take med, how would I live with that life, when constantly I have to feel I am a psycho?? May be, Almighty Has an answer for that 😞😞 Now, took the medicine only to survive... and, I am feeling less suicidal may be #saThts

February 23, 2017 at 12:08PM

life sucksss.... after so many times, achieving everything now I have gone back that point where I was so frustrating whats gonna happen????? how much pain I should have to bother? when would I learn to think and do??? when would I get rid of this life of discreditness why my little sister have to suffer at this age? why parents have to die in their mind??? what is the reason behind it???? why life became so unfair????? #saThts

February 20, 2017 at 10:20AM

ami nana hoite chai na 😞😞😞 ami ei vabe disable er moto ghore poira thakte chai na kintu ki korbo ami? ki hobe amar? kivabe ki korle kono somossai porbo na? k dekhbe amake?? because I have a fucking mind 😖😖 #saThts

February 19, 2017 at 06:12PM

shunnota hatasha onishchoyota going on and on there is no solution no way no hope only give up, hopelessness this is death before death life feels just like a burden meaningless one person is doing his job feeling like he is going to die another person doesnt know where to go, either leave these pains or hold these me dont know in which gurbase I am in.. and the little one just questioning why everything is so upset and why she has to carry???? where is the end of all these?? where is the end of these pains???? #saThts

February 16, 2017 at 12:03PM

ha ha ha what would I say?? I hv lost everything everything...... varsity te vorti hoilam/ parlam na continue korte tarpor sob sesh amj je pura pauri vainga porsi ekhon niomito suicidial thoughts mathai uki dei ami completely eka ki korbo koi jabo kisui bujhi na amar jonno je duniata theme geche kau kau to amar obostha deikha haisha fele,, ba durbol je mone kore segula kothai, achorone prokash pai jei polapain are expected to help, they act to help in real they dont care.... they never care 😞😞 nijere bojha mone hoi jani na vobisshot ki valo bondhu? aha... koto valo 2 ta bondhu ase vabsi.. tuhin ar hassan they r gone hassan re pawa jai na ar tuhin doesnt like me anymore everything I told to him, I never meant.. but this guy is sensitive and egoistic ami abar milmish korar try korsi, but looks like he is decided . abar age fb te likhtam, likhe mon halka kortam, majhkhane ki emon hoilo, je kisutei mone shanti paitesilam na konovabei na amar last offline post er bohudin por eita post korlam karon amar sob system er upor theika bissash uthe geche amar personality'r upore bissash uthe geche thats why nijeke ar manush mone hoitese na ar tai ar bachte iccha kore na 😞😞 and now, I feel like I am a beggar 4 deale bondi jar life has ended and with no future waiting to die now I rest my life to Almighty Only He would save me if He wants not from death but from pain when i would be normal?? 😒 #saThts #vantilation